I think it's not that case that pandemic time is spare time, on the one hand -- there's a global spoon drain going on -- and on the other, not only is organization hard work, it relies on the specific sort of spoons that the pandemic tends to render most in want. ("I need to make a prompt focused decision, and then another one, and another one....")

So while I get the frustrated and depressed all too well, you might be being a tad harsh on yourself.